Peace with my father.
And all of a sudden I felt this incredible deep peace of mind. Everything became so clear: Everything in the past had to be exactly like that. I sat in the garden of my fathers house with my brother. The setting sun was shining through the plants. Angela, my fathers wife comes in. We greet each other shortly. She waters the plants and goes. See you!
And I look at my brother and the whole past with my father passes in front of my eyes. All the hurt, the humiliation, the rejection, the frustration. And it becomes so clear: He did everything right. He followed his mission. He had to act exactly…